Tuesday, August 28, 2012

Tri Tri Again

Crazy nervous!
     My dear friend Laura, and another speedy friend whom I admire, decided that we should do a triathlon together. She did her first one at the end of June with a pool swim and wanted to attempt open water for the first time. We ended up picking the NYTri Staten Island Triathlon. I wasn't all that excited when I signed up as it consisted of much the same course as my first, and only other tri...not to mention, I was more focused on marathon training.
     I kept up my swimming half-heartedly while diving into marathon training. I swim at NYU, which has been crazy over the summer, causing me to lose my enjoyment of the pool. But, alas, I religiously went 2 times a week and managed to get in some drills, a little speed, and some shorter repeats...I kept getting cut off when attempting longer repeats and gave up trying...it always sucks to be on lap 15 and having someone cut you off, ruining your time.
     However, due to a little hip tendonitis, I hadn't ridden my bike in almost 2 months. My chiropractor graciously said I could run, but had to lay low on the bike, including spin. Since my main focus was my marathon and I was doing the tri just for fun, I was OK with that. My hip slowly got better and I was finally able to test it out on a ride...the day before the race. Not the best time to really ride hard, so I did a relaxed 25 miles. Just as well since my legs have been a bit tired from ramping up the running miles.
     I spent the night before the race at Laura's house...always a blast!. In the morning, I slept through my alarm for 14 minutes...I never do that, but have been really tired lately. Oh, well, I still had plenty of time to get ready. Most importantly, the truck started! For those who didn't read In Pursuit of a Bobble Head, on the morning of my first tri, the truck didn't start...great way to rev the nerves even more than they were already twirling. We loaded everything in and set off for the race, getting there in time to get a good spot in the transition area before the crowds arrived. We also had plenty of time to chat with friends and relax before the start.
     I was a little more nervous about the start of this race since we were starting out of the water and had to run in. Before the start, we were allowed to swim for a few minutes. I noticed that the water was choppy on the way to shore, making it hard to swim out...I swallowed a nasty mouthful...and decided I would walk to the first buoy. As the first wave of racers went, I realized I wasn't the only one who came to that decision. Once past the buoy, the swim seemed much easier than last time. I think it was mostly because my sighting was better this time around. It probably also helped that I could see through my goggles as last time they fogged up. There were a lot more people though. I bumped into one girl who glared at me. I didn't stop and just kept swimming. She stood up (you could touch the ground) and pushed my legs away. I just kept swimming.
     Coming around the last buoy I saw people walking/running to shore through the water. I decided to do the same in order to avoid swallowing any more water, but quickly realized how silly I was being. It would have been much faster to just swim! Roly, Laura's husband, was yelling at me to swim, but I had already removed my goggles, so just kept walking as fast as I could. My swim time is nothing to write home about, but I learned a good lesson for the next race...don't walk, just swim!
Lopsided helmet - oh well, no time for such 
trivial matters
     I ran as quickly as I could through the sand, across some concrete, and then the grass all the way to the transition area. Got my wetsuit off as fast as possible...yeah, I felt silly wearing one since the water was so warm, but I'm not sure I'm ready to swim without it. I pulled on my sneakers, threw on my helmet, grabbed my bike and headed out. Immediately, I felt how hard it was to pedal. I was riding against the wind. The only time I knew my actual speed was when I passed the police speed detector. My legs got quite tired when riding against the wind and I worried that it would cause me to suffer on the run, so I down-shifted to spin them out a bit and then upped the gear to regain some speed. Once around the corner, I could go faster with the wind at my back. I had three loops of that to do, looking forward to see my cheering friends at the end of each loop. I realized on the last loop that I didn't quite know where the dismount area was, so I kept my eyes peeled when I knew it was coming to an end. I eased into it and set off running for my transition area. Now for my favorite part...the run!
Those guys tried to use me as their rabbit...but they didn't keep up
     I set out on the concrete blocks, which I hate! I immediately regretted not wearing some compression sleeves as my shins were hurting, but kept pushing. I was passing people and never stopped passing people. I saw the winning male run by...it was an out and back course. I saw the water stop ahead and thought that was the turn around. But no, it was another mile away. At least this mile was on the boardwalk, but not before running up a bit of an incline. I kept my eyes peeled for women, only counting two ahead of me before I reached the turn around point. I was in third place! I saw that the 4th place female was a couple of minutes behind me. All I had to do was keep up my pace. Then, I saw Laura, who screamed at me to keep going...she thought I was in 2nd place. I knew she was wrong, but it gave me the drive to keep pushing. I flew! I heard guys commenting behind me as I passed. One guy tried to keep up...but I dropped him once I hit the final mile. I could see the finish and knew Roly and friends would be there. it was time to sprint! I ran as hard as I could to the finish, grabbed some water, and headed out to cheer for Laura as she came in.
     We were both really excited! I had placed third and Laura had conquered her fear of open water while placing in her age group. It wasn't until the awards ceremony, that I found out I was actually the 1st female...the two girls ahead of me had competed in the duathlon. I was astonished! And ecstatic! I won!!!
1st Female Overall...Still in shock! 
     To top it off, I again had a running PR. Not hard with a 4 miler since I have only done one other, but I had never run that fast in any race (6:14 min/mi). Now if I can only harness my running speed in a triathlon and use it in a road race...
     

Friday, August 24, 2012

Liebster Blog Award

My friend Amy (Check out her blog! She is easily one of my biggest inspirations!) nominated me for a Liebster Blog Award. The award is meant to be given to a blog that is a favorite of yours, particularly ones that are up and coming with a smaller following. Those nominated need to answer 11 questions posed by the person nominating, include 11 random facts, create 11 new questions and nominate 11 blogs.


1. What drives you in life? Accomplishing my goals. And I have many of them...Once I accomplish one, I make another.
2. How do you define success? Being happy while accomplishing my goals. It doesn't matter how small the achievement is, as long as I am happy with it, it was a success! Even if I don't quite meet my goal, but am happy with the end result, it was a success! I.e. running a race and not hitting my goal time, but running a smart race and as well as my body will allow for the day = success

3. Name one to three people in your life who are instrumental in where you are today and why. My Mom: She is the one who taught me I could do anything I set my mind to. 
My dog Elmira (1996-2010): Not sure who rescued who?!?! She was my first running partner.

4. Do you have any habits you'd like to break? I don't think I have any gross habits I need to break. Although my husband might think otherwise. But I do tend to be really hard on myself. I am a total Type A personality...a perfectionist. It can be quite defeating at times!

5. What is your most favorite thing about yourself? My perseverance. If I want something, I work hard until I am able to get it. I rarely give up

6. Where would your next vacation be if you could go anywhere in the world? Bali...it looks amazing and I've always wanted to go.

7. What do you find "uninteresting"? Watching sports on TV. I enjoy track, but basketball, baseball, football...they just last too long. I can watch a little bit and then get bored. Watching live is way more exciting!

8. Would you rather be too hot or too cold? I would rather be too cold (I grew up in Vermont). It's always easier to put on more clothes, but you can't really run around naked all the time when it's hot.
9. What is your daily "dress" routine before a run? Roll out of bed and put on the clothes I set out the night before (clothes that hardly ever match). Grab my Garmin from it's charger and if I remember, my Road ID. I always head out first in my flip flops as I take my hounds for their morning outing (also gives me a chance to verify that my attire is weather appropriate). Then when I get home I throw on my socks and one of 2 or 3 pairs of shoes, depending on the rotation and type of run scheduled. And if I need it, I grab my waist pack water bottle holder (I seem to be the camel for some of my running partners :)
10. Who gave you the best massage you've ever had? A blind masseuse in Chang Mai, Thailand. I went everyday for a week. Can't beat a 2hr massage for $10. It wasn't luxurious and was a bit painful, but the masseuse worked magic with his/her elbows.

11. If you had to pick one food to live on for the rest of your life, what would it be? Peanut butter. I ate half a peanut butter sandwich (plain, no jelly or Fluff) everyday for lunch as a kid. That is until I was able to eat a whole one. Unfortunately, I have started the paleo diet and cut legumes (yes, peanuts are a legume and not a nut) out of my diet. So now I eat almond butter. Not quite the same, but still tasty!

11 Random Things About Me:
  1. I love elephants. My favorite adventure of all time was learning to ride bareback in Thailand (don't worry...I made sure to patronize a place that treats their elephants humanely!)
  2. I am quite accident prone...clumsy. I tend to run into walls and fall up stairs. I rode my bike into a sign as a kid (guess that's why my mom wasn't so crazy about me getting into triathlons).
  3. I was kicked in the face by a horse as a kid. First and only time I've had stitches.
  4. I stress out way too often...probably due to my being a perfectionist and having pessimistic tendencies.
  5. I am from Vermont and my grandfather makes maple syrup, but I only recently started eating the real stuff.
  6. Again, I am from Vermont....but I hate snow. Never got into skiing or snowboarding, or any other winter sport for that matter.
  7. My mom used to call me a tackle box. Yep, I was one of those kids with multiple piercings.
  8. I have an addiction to chocolate! But only the good stuff :)
  9. I talk about sex all day and get paid for it...Adolescent HIV...my other passion besides running.
  10. I am a total nerd. I love watching the Discovery Health Channel. And, yes, much to my family's dismay, I can watch all the bloody stuff while eating.
  11. I am a perpetual student. I have 2 Bachelor's degrees, am currently working on my second Master's, and planning my PhD.
Blog Nominees:
Running: These give me inspiration, training tips, and race reports.

Nutrition: I just learned about this blog! I just started the paleo lifestyle and can't wait to try out some of these recipes.

Public Health: I really should read more blogs about public health!

My 11 Questions:
  1. If you could change your profession, what would it be?
  2. Who is your role-model and why?
  3. If you could be an animal, what would it be and why?
  4. What was the last book that you read?
  5. What's your favorite quote?
  6. What food do you detest?
  7. If you could teach everyone one lesson, what would it be?
  8. Where's your favorite place to relax?
  9. Beer, cocktail, or wine?
  10. What is your biggest fear?
  11. What's your greatest indulgence?

Monday, August 13, 2012

Tomorrow is Another Day!

     I am your typical Type A personality. A perfectionist to a fault and completely hard on myself. When I have a bad day of training, it kills me, and I have had a lousy couple of weeks of training, completely shaking my confidence.
     I went to DC three weeks ago for the International AIDS conference. I have wanted to go to this conference for years, but could never afford the international trip. Well, it was finally in the States again, giving me the perfect opportunity to go. It was amazing! I developed a renewed drive for my career. I wish I could say the same about my running! Early mornings and late nights left me tired, not to mention the heat and humidity. I would go out to do a run and be dripping after a mile. I put in a lot of effort, but felt like I was tiring too quickly, having to rest mid-run too frequently. However, I thoroughly enjoyed running in a different city and tried to focus on that! My friend showed me a nice paved commuter path leading to George Town, which was quite scenic. I left DC feeling that I had run the best I could given the conditions and feeling grateful for what my body can do.
    The following few days went by without complications, but then again, my scheduled runs weren't that hard. Then on the following Saturday, I had a 5 mile race in Central Park, Team Champs. I wasn't really excited for it. The temp and humidity were forecasted to be in the high 80's, but thought I should be fine given my recent running in similar conditions in DC. I ran just fine, but still felt it was slow. I had dreams up keeping up with the Rocket, but she finished 1.5 minutes ahead of me. In the end, my pace was the same as that of a half marathon I did in April. I guess that tells you how poorly I do in the heat. I tried to stay positive and focus on my ability to stay mentally strong through a tough race.
     The next day I set out for my long run of 17 miles with my old running buddy on his bike by my side (he's been injured). I was going to try and hit marathon pace, but it was another hot and humid day, plus I felt tired, so I decided to take it easy on myself. Man, I struggled with that run! My muscles were tired and tight, causing me to stop to stretch frequently. When I got home I prepared an ice bath, but before I even got in, my quads had tightened from sitting. I went to bed that night, tossing and turning. My legs were killing me and my back was aching. I woke up in the middle of the night nauseous. I thought I had over trained and the pain was causing me to feel sick. I went back to bed, but found I had a fever in the morning and relegated myself to the couch. I was still feeling ill Monday night, but was determined to continue training on Tuesday and go back to work. I slept fine, dragged myself out of bed, swallowed a gel since I hadn't eaten much the day before, and headed out for 13 miles in the Riverdale hills with Jonathan. At the first step I knew I was in trouble, but I ran the mile to meet my buddy. I only mustered 5 miles and went back to my spot on the couch. I was completely frustrated! Being sick totally messed up my training for the week.
     I tried to run again Wednesday morning, and somehow managed a nice 5 mile tempo at 6:32 pace at the end of a 10 miler (faster than my pace at Team Champs). I guess the rest did me well, but not well enough to get me out of bed at 4:30 Thursday morning to re-try my 13 miles of hills. Oh well, I guess I needed some more rest and couldn't be late for work so was forced to postpone the run. I would have a lot of running to do during the weekend.
     On Saturday of this past weekend, I attempted my 17 miles with 10 at marathon pace again. I planned to run to the gym for my favorite yoga class and then hit the pool for some recovery. I packed my CamelBack with a change of clothes, my swim gear, and of course loads of water. I set out feeling a bit tired, but able to keep a steady pace. After a few miles, I realized I was dripping with sweat, but didn't feel all that hot, I had reached the river, so the breeze was cooling. I forgot how much I enjoy running along the Greenway, which is next to the Hudson River. But, when it was time to hit marathon pace, I really struggled! I even slowed the pace by 5 seconds since I was running with my pack, but still barely managed 3.5 miles, stopping every mile to stretch and drink. I tried to coach myself into staying strong, willing my legs to go faster, and then decided I was being ridiculous pushing myself so hard. I was so deflated by my inability to hit marathon pace. I was confused by why my body couldn't handle it. I wanted to cry, but kept plugging along at a slower, more comfortable pace. In hindsight, it was, yet again, a warm and humid day, which I really wasn't taking into account. Plus the 6.5 pounds I was carrying on my back. Yep, I must have been crazy to think I could hit marathon pace! Needless to say, the run took me far longer than expected and I missed yoga. Then I had to sit around and wait for the pool to open. It certainly wasn't my morning!
     Yesterday was though, for sure. I slept in a little as my legs were telling me to stay in bed just a bit longer. I headed out at 8am, which is usually a bit late. But it was a cool morning...finally! I warmed up with a mile and then easily did 11 miles at marathon pace on some nice rolling hills, followed by a cool-down. I stopped mostly out of leisure and for a few drink breaks...my mom called (typical mom bad timing), saw my running buddy (he is working on getting back into tip-top shape), and helped some bikers (who couldn't decide if they should take their road bikes onto the old railroad trail...only if you want a flat). It was a great run! My favorite part was when one biker yelled "the Olympics are over". Well, they might be over for this year, but no one says you have to stop training!
     Here's to hoping tomorrow will be just as good! My day will start at 4:30am when I walk the dogs and then meet Jonathan and Dick to beat out 13 miles in the Riverdale hills, by far one of my favorite weekly runs! My goal is to practice accepting whatever my body allows me to do for every given day because tomorrow is always another day! I need to be mindful to maintain a healthy body, and pushing to a level that it doesn't want to go will not enhance my training, but only hinder it. I need to be happy with what I can give today, because today I can run!

Tuesday, July 3, 2012

Beastialis Barkeatis

     I signed up for the Finger Lakes 50 miler in January shortly after it opened as it was highly recommended and sounded like a good first one. I mean what Vermonter can resist the theme "Don't Let the Cows Out" and running through cow pastures? I had planned a marathon 6 weeks before, and then squeezed in my first triathlon 3 weeks after that. So, that left very little time for serious training, but I did get in a wonderful 38 miles a couple weeks before race day, running with some amazing ultra runners and trying to gain as much knowledge from them as possible. Mike discussed the importance of eating early and monitoring nutrition throughout the run, while Deanna advised me on pacing. We discussed the fact that Elena had won the race the prior year. Given that some of my shorter race distances were similar to hers, I dreamed of keeping up, but Deanna advised me otherwise, stating Elena's superhuman abilities. So I set a goal pace of 12-minute miles or 10 hours.
     Originally, my long-time running buddy was supposed to come with me and pace me for the final loop of the 3-loop course. However, he had father duty, and John, being an amazing father, couldn't give that up. I was a little disappointed, but knowing Elena was still going despite her injury, planning to cheer her heart out, I asked if I could join her. However, I was out of luck for a pacer, as she wasn't able to run yet. The bonus was I had the pleasure of breaking her camping virginity. We set out mid-day on Friday, got stuck in lots of traffic, but got there with plenty of time to set up the tent before dark. Shortly after that, Hiroshi and Bette arrived. We mingled with the other racers. Elena chatted with old friends, and I made new ones. 
     I went to bed early and unnecessarily set my phone alarm for a wake-up call. I slept ok, but the ground was a bit hard, so I tossed and turned. Then before I knew it, the sound of a banging pot woke me up (no phone alarm needed). It was 5am, the race was set to start at 6:30am.It was time to get up. I crawled out of my sleeping bag and put on my race wear, brushed my teeth, and went to pick up my number...49. I looked at it a bit, hoping that it didn't mean anything, that I wouldn't stop just shy of 50. Oh, well, there was not time for those thoughts; it was time to get everything else ready. I set up my hydration vest and drop bag. Opted to eat a chocolate muffin instead of my usual peanut butter sandwich and took a sip of coffee, hoping my belly would be ok with the gluten (I just couldn’t resist the chocolate). Then I waited in the outhouse line. That poor outhouse got a lot of use over the weekend, and really smelled quite foul, but I have to say it was better than a porta-potty!
     We walked to the start of the race on a dirt road, got our directions, and then the cowbell rang. It was time to run. The group was both 50k and 50mi runners. After setting into a pace, I started chatting with a few runners, trying to get a feel on who I could run with. There was a really long downhill that I knew was going to hurt on the subsequent loops, but a nice aid station at the bottom. I grabbed some electrolyte tabs and M&Ms. Then off to an uphill. I eventually was running with a girl named Heather. I can't remember much about her, except her Fleet Feet tank and pigtails. She said she was aiming for a 9:45, so I stuck with her. I knew I had no idea how to pace myself, as I always run way too fast. She stopped at aid stations quickly and I followed. Much of that first loop was a blur, but I do remember my favorite parts. Somewhere in the middle of the loop was a wide-open pasture with an amazing view. I was so tempted to sit next to a quaint little apple tree and relax in the hay, taking it all in, but had to keep running. This was my thought on each subsequent pass. I never wanted to stop just to stop running, but instead just to take in the beauty, to absorb it and never let it go. The next favorite spot was the last aid station before the end of the loop...they had watermelon, which was quite refreshing in the heat.
     I was really worried about the heat. The forecast was for the high 80's to 90's. I don't run well in the heat. I've never taken electrolyte tabs, but tried to take 2 at every couple of aid stations (there were 5 on a 16.5 mile loop). I also drank as much as I could. I really tried to pay attention to my hydration and nutrition early, just as Mike had advised. Besides the M&Ms, I also ate some Fig Newtons and half a peanut butter sandwich on that loop. I was feeling quite good.
     As I approached the end of the first loop, I planned my mad dash to the outhouse. My luck, it was empty. Then I ran over to my drop bag, where Elena was waiting to help me. I downed a gel and took another half of my peanut butter sandwich in my hand. I had completed that loop in about 2 hours 45 minutes, far faster than my intentions. My previous running companion, Heather, had also gone to the outhouse, but I set out running before her, so I was now alone. I quickly caught up with Nancy, a fierce Master's runner. I passed her on the long downhill, but she was still talking to me from behind, yelling a bit. I thought, “This is silly. I have someone to chat with and don't really need to pass people this early in the race.” I asked what her goal was...8:30. Well there really was no need to pass her since that was much faster than my goal, so I leveled back with her and tried to hang on. We powered down the hill skipping the aid station. I was still holding onto my peanut butter sandwich, but had looked forward to a cold drink, versus my warm Heed. Oh well, it was nice to have running company. Nancy is quite the runner, showing her tenacity by running 50 miles with a broken toe. She lives in the area and runs the trails regularly, so knows the course well. I listened to her stories and tried to burn various course markings into memory, as I knew my Garmin would die eventually and I wanted to be able to gauge the miles.
     Nancy and I ran together for much of the second loop, stopping at the aid stations only a couple of times. She relied on her water bottles, electrolyte tabs, and gels. I tried to choke down my peanut butter sandwich, but my mouth was dry making it hard to swallow. It probably took a mile to get it down. At one of the stops, I was beginning to feel a little low, probably around the halfway mark. I grabbed a cup of Coke and that did the trick, my legs almost instantly felt energized. I stopped a few times to pee, getting a bit concerned that I was peeing so much, wondering if I wasn't hydrating properly in the heat. However, there was no time for worries, just time to run and do my best to stay hydrated. I would then have to work a bit to catch back up with Nancy, as I didn't want to give up the company at point in the race. When it was her turn to water the trees, I waited for her to catch back up, but she never did. So, I was on my own, but almost at my favorite aid station.
     I got to the last station of the loop, took some electrolyte tabs, Coke, and watermelon. They were playing music and in such great spirits. It definitely helped me power through to the end of he loop. I headed up the hill, knowing I only had 2.79 miles until I would see my friends. To my surprise Elena was at one of the ponds along the way. She squinted asking, "Is that Jamie?" I said "Yes!” ecstatic to see a familiar face. She simply replied in a firm KGB style, "You better keep going! Don't stop now!" She hadn't expected me so soon, thinking I would slow down on the second loop after going so fast on the first. Her reaction gave me the inclination that I was doing well, better than I had intended. I kept running. I ran straight for the outhouse again, hearing Bette yelling for me. Once done, I ran out to my drop bag. Heidi was there to help me get what I needed, while Bette filled up my hydration pack. She exclaimed how well I was doing; telling me the first place female had just left. I was in disbelief that I was doing so well, but it put some fire in me to keep going and hunt her down. I set out running again as quickly as possible, but not before an encouraging fist bump from my new friend Chip, who had already finished his 25k. I remember being surprised to see him. I was quite discombobulated and not thinking straight. Just after leaving, I realized that I completely forgot to apply Glide to my back. I had taken off my shirt and was sure my pack was going to cause some painful chafing. Too late now, I would have deal with it after.
     I had done a close to even split on the second loop, but knew the third would be slower. I hit the steep downhill and thought my legs were going to die. I knew I just had to get to the aid station. It seemed never ending, but I got there and took some Coke and electrolytes, with a bonus of ice for my bra. That ice was so helpful. Nancy had keyed me in on it previously. My stomach was really queasy and I couldn't eat anything. Sips of my warm water made it worse, but chewing ice chips did the trick, cooling me off and wetting my mouth. I headed up the steep hill and powered along. At one point, I heard noises in the pushes, saw a deer, heard more noises, and wondered what was in there. I looked back to see a baby deer. I almost stopped to watch, as he was so cute, but had to keep moving. I was beginning to pass other runners doing the shorter distances, I tried to encourage them and they yelled back to me enthusiastically. This last loop was tough! I tried to break it down into sections.
     I got to the aid station that I knew I would eventually double back on. I took some Coke and kept going. My watch had turned off at mile 36, so I couldn’t tell how far I had left to go, I only had my Timex to tell me my overall time. I thought I heard one of the volunteers say that he would see me again in just over 2 miles. Well those 2 miles lasted forever. I think in reality it was about 4 miles, at least that’s what Nancy had told me before, but my mind was fuzzy and I didn’t recall that conversation as I ran. All I thought about was getting more ice. I was feeling really nauseous and like I couldn’t keep anything down. When I finally got to the station again, they had no ice…DAMN! The race director’s husband was there and said he would have to arrange to get some more. Unfortunately that wouldn’t help me at that moment. I leaned over the table and drank some cold water. I asked how far I had left and was told 7 miles. Well, that was better than the 10 or 11 I thought, so I set out running, knowing I was almost done. My thoughts were running too. If he was going to get ice, I should have asked him to buy me some chocolate milk for post-race. Oh well, I was too late again. Just keep running.
     The next point to look for was the beautiful pasture. I was so happy when I finally got to it, but wasn’t able to enjoy it as much as before. I had to focus on keeping my feet moving. Now was the hunt for the last aid station, which I constantly thought was coming up. I came up to an aid station manned by a group of what appeared to be young college students. Again I leaned over the table and exclaimed some profanities of exhaustion. They were eager to help, but I had no idea what I wanted. I had totally forgotten about my desire for ice. Mostly out of habit, I took some more electrolytes and Coke. I was on some form of autopilot. I asked about the first female, not expecting much information, as no one else at the previous stations really knew how far ahead she was. But these kids knew! They said she was about 10 minutes ahead, but she looked really tired. I said, “But I’m not doing so well either.” They replied, “No, you look good! She’s really hurting.” They thought she might have fallen. This gave me hope that I could catch up. I had perpetually been 10 minutes behind her. They said I had another 10k to go. Man these miles were going slowly.
     I set out running again, quickly having to walk a bit in order to settle my stomach. I think it was shortly after this point that I approached another steep hill and opted to walk. As I was going up I saw a woman riding a horse. I exclaimed, “I would rather be doing that than this”, and she said, “This is more fun!” Then I dreamed about asking her to give me a lift, wondering if anyone would notice. I thought about what Elena had said, telling me not to stop and set out running again. Elena’s words really kept me going through this final loop, as well as knowing how well I was doing. Every time I slowed down, I looked behind to see if anyone was coming, hoping no one would catch up to me. I just kept running and running, trying to remember where that final aid station was. Eventually I got to another pasture area that was bordered by tall grass and bushes. The heat was radiating from the ground. It was slightly uphill and long. I didn’t think I could go on. I yelled at myself. “Why are you doing this? This is the most painful thing you have ever done? What made you think this was a good idea?” I needed a short break and walked a bit. The nausea was really bad. Then I saw something blue. I though I was seeing things. I’ve heard of people hallucinating on these ultra runs. But I started running anyways in hopes that it was what I thought it was. As I got closer, I realized it was no hallucination; it was that final aid station. Wahoo! They had no watermelon, but they had ice!
     Only 2.79 miles to the end of the loop, followed by a half-mile baby loop. I headed out, trying to run as much as I could. The nausea forced me to walk a bit after each sip of water. I would walk and eat an ice chip, remembering Elena’s words. It actually hurt more to walk that run, which was helpful to keep me going. I passed the pond where I had previously seen Elena, and dreamed of jumping in with the other swimmers. I passed another pond and finally saw some campsites. At this point I never stopped to walk again! I was almost done! I ran to the end of the loop, hearing the cheering. I was confused and yelled for someone to direct me, pleading for Elena to guide me on the final baby loop. I was mentally shot! She joined me and I began to sprint. I don’t think she was ready for that speed with her broken foot, but she kept up and encouraged me straight across the finish line. I ran my first 50-miler race in 8 hours 47 minutes and 59 seconds. Overall I was the 3rd finisher and second female. I was still in disbelief!
     I had run right through the finish, not stopping, so a volunteer came up to me with my medal, a beer opener, and wooden cow award (I didn’t realize until later that it was a cow, and was quite confused as to why they awarded me with a pig…I was delirious). I didn’t have much time to relax, as a reporter started questioning me. I did my best to stand up and answer her questions, when all I wanted to do was sit down with some watermelon and cold water. When she was finished, I got what I wanted and then headed to the pond for my ice bath. It was glorious. Swimming with the frogs. I sat there for a good 30 minutes, until I was too cold to stay any longer. Then Elena and I headed back to camp so I could change and eat. Celebrating with old and new friends, waiting for Hiroshi to finish. Relaxing. This is why ultra running is so fun! This is why I wanted to run 50 miles! 
And the winners are...1, 2, 3...

Friday, June 29, 2012

Making the Podium...with the Africans


     The plan was to enjoy a day at Splish Splash, but then Laura won herself an entry to the Cancer Challenge 5k, so I decided I'd might as well run it too. It wasn't set to start until 11am, which is a bit late on a warm summer day, but I thoroughly enjoyed the ability to sleep in. Sunday morning came, I felt more rested, but still tired and not all that excited to race, or even run for that matter. I spoke to Laura, who, herself was too tired to race, and told me to take her registration. She went to Splish Splash the day before, had loads of fun, and got home late, while I sat through the third day of a medical conference and dreamed of being outside.
     I was really looking forward to running with Laura, seeing if I could keep up with her (she is super fast). This made my desire to race even less. But I also knew that at 10am in the morning on a hot summer day, if I didn't race and hadn't run yet, I wasn't going to run at all, so I headed to the start. On top of that, without Laura running, I thought maybe I'd have a chance at winning (I ran the same course in March, coming in a close second). I told my husband, Charles, about it, who planned to come watch, which kept me motivated.
     I set out to warm-up, but it was already hot, so I just did a few laps and strides on the track. Then I chatted with my VCTC teammates. It was really nice to be on home turf in Van Cortlandt Park, running a course different from all the Central Park races. This course was a mishmash of terrain. It started with 3 loops on the track and then you headed to the flats, which consisted of pavement followed by a graveled path that lead to a short jaunt on the hills, back to the parade grounds, and finished on the track. As I looked at the other runners, I didn't see any obviously fiercely strong women, but a few elite African men came out.
     The gun sounded and we were off. True to my form, I went out way too fast. As I ran I forgot who I was following...the elite Africans and a few really fast guys from my club. Running on the track is so much fun and so easy to get carried away. I looked at my Garmin and realized just how fast I was going and tried to slow down, yet I also knew that with the heat and the hills, I would automatically slow down in the coming miles. My first mile was a 5:48. Then I hit the trails, heading into the steamy woods, where I began to die a bit. I wasn't prepared for how hot and humid it would be. I am not a good hot weather runner as I overheat very easily, but I pushed myself to keep going. I crested the top of the hill, and knew I had just over a mile of flat terrain to go. Mile two was more than slow at a 7:08...I told you I died...so I needed to try to pick up the pace. I headed down the slope back to the flats, but kept thinking, "why are you pushing, you can relax a bit, there are no other girls around…you have this". However, I didn't dare look back to verify and fear of being wrong kept me going. Once I got to the turn to exit the flats and head back to the track, I took a peak and saw a girl about 300 meters behind me. I didn't know what kind of push she had, so I knew I had to push harder to the finish, only half a mile to go.
     I was determined to win. Charles, who often has bad timing when it comes to my races, had come out and cheered away while I was on the track. I knew he would be waiting for me at the finish. I ran past my teammate Dick at the entrance to the park, who cheered me on. I pushed and drove around the track to the finish, where Glen, the race director, my teammate, and one of my biggest supporters, was cheering. I put up my arms and broke the tape. What a feeling! And the best part was having Charles at the finish. A sweaty hug and kiss, followed by some Gatorade and shade.
     My final mile was a 6:37, with a finish time of 20:30. It wasn’t even close to a PR. Going out too fast, coupled with the heat, had cost me in the 2nd and 3rd miles. Even though I didn’t have a stellar racing performance, it was my first win, so I was happy! Later Dick told me that the second place finisher had more than halved the distance between us. She finished 3 seconds behind me. That was close!
     Award time! The winning male, Abiyot Endale, who hails from Ethiopia, also broke the course record, running in 15:14 (that is 4:55 minutes per mile). Amazing! I had the privilege of standing on the podium with him...well there wasn't really a podium, but I like to pretend. A few months back, before leaving for the San Blas Half Marathon in Puerto Rico, Charles asked if I was going to win. Where that came from, I have no idea, because I had never won before, but I simply replied,  "No, the Africans are running". I dream of being as fast as them, they are quite inspiring! I am still not even close to being that fast, but it was an honor to win with them in one of my favorite places to run and among so many friends!

Monday, June 25, 2012

In Pursuit of a Bobble Head


**This is old. It was written on 6/9/12, but I thought it would be good as my first blog posting.
      This morning began a new adventure, a new addiction. I met Laura and Roly a few months ago as they joined my running club. Laura just happens to be the fastest and cutest Rocket I know, a huge running inspiration. And Roly is a speed demon on the bike. He wizzes by barely holding the handlebars with feet clipped onto the pedals, while I hold on for dear life. Naturally, I went to him when I was thinking about buying a bike.
     Roly told me about Patanella's Flat as a Pancake Sprint Tri. It was his first tri, really flat, good open water swim for beginners, and best of all they gave out bobble head awards with a category for first timers. I wasn't sure I could manage as it was only 3 weeks after a marathon and 3 weeks before my first 50 miler, but I decided to give it a tri :) And I adopted Roly as my coach. So I added a once a week swim to my marathon training at the end of March, just doing some simple laps. But then Roly schooled me on doing drills and endurance swimming. He told me I needed to swim everyday, but that didn’t quite fit into my schedule of school, work and marathon training, so I upped it to 3 days a week once I reached marathon taper mode. He gave me a mini-lesson and nearly tried to drown me, but it worked and I gradually got faster. Then a week after my marathon, he took me out for my first open water swim. It was hard, but he said I did well and could probably race the 400m in 8-9 minutes.
     I wish I could say the biking went as well. I was convinced at the start to use clip-less pedals. I got a pair of Speedplays, which had to be broken-in resulting in multiple falls. Once I got the hang of it, I realized I didn't like them. I opted to go with "reject" or platform pedals, so I could build my confidence on the bike. Besides, since the race was flat, I wouldn’t waist that much energy using them. I did a few 30 mile group rides, was gaining my confidence, but still shaky with going down hills and around sharp corners. Roly pushed me to do speed, giving me a goal of 20mph. So I persevered.
     Race day was fast approaching and then it finally came. I made a list a few days before and packed everything I needed. I spent the night at Laura and Roly's. We carbo-loaded with the biggest mound of spaghetti ever, went to bed at 11pm and got up at 5am...well, I was awake at 4:30am. I was quite anxious race morning, but tried to stay relaxed. I was going to hold off eating breakfast since the start wasn't until 8:20, but Roly encouraged me to eat some cereal and have a little coffee (great way to get your bathroom ritual over with fast). Our friend Ilyas, who was also doing his first tri came over at 5:30am, our planned departure time. At 6am, when the truck was finally packed and our other supporters arrived, we all loaded in, saying good-bye to Laura and Lili, who were running a 10k and then rushing the tri finish to celebrate. Roly put in the key, but the truck wouldn't start...WTF. They tried to jump it, but the truck wasn't responding. Lucky for us Roly's brother had his truck; it was just a bit smaller. So we transferred all the gear and bikes and crammed in. We were on the road. The nerves were swelling. 
     We arrived with plenty of time. There were over 600 bikes as it was both a tri and du event. I found my designated bike spot and got to setting everything up. Then I went for my number marking and the mandatory information meeting. I was delightfully surprised to see my friend Beth and her boyfriend Chris. I had told Beth, who has done a few tri's already, including NYC, that I was doing my first one, but had no idea she would be there. I chatted for a minute and then it was time for Roly to check my transition set-up. I tried to visualize where it was so I could find it quickly during the race. As I started to put on my wetsuit I began to panic as they were closing the transition area. If you have ever put on a wetsuit before, you would know that it can be a daunting task. I put some glide on my legs and arms to make it easier to take off and started pulling it up my legs, running out while I pulled and worked it over my hips. I continued working it up on my way to the beach, then got my arms in. We took a quick warm-up in the 68 degree water...it really wasn't that bad. Then it was time to wait for the start. Roly was in the first wave, I was in the 5th, and Ilyas in the 6th. We watched as the waves set off with 5 minutes in between. I got word from Ilyas that Roly did his swim in 6 minutes. I was in awe. What would I do, probably something much slower. I would have to wait until the finish though, because I opted to race watchless.
     When it was my wave’s turn to start, we walked into the water. I set my sot and we waited for the gun, having to keep swimming back as the current pulled us forward. We were lucky cause that would make the swim faster. The gun went off and I dunked in. I immediately felt like I was swimming towards the shore instead of in a straight line. I tried to sight more often, looking for the orange buoys. At one point, I felt a girl swim over the top of me. I was quite annoyed at that point, getting frustrated with myself and how slow I was going. I saw a buoy and tried to swim harder, then realized that it was the last one. I swam as quickly as I could towards the shore and then started running as I pulled the top of my wet suit off. My legs felt like lead running through the sand, but I refused to walk. There was a small baby pool of water, which I quickly stepped in to rinse off my feet. With my blister prone nature, I really wanted to avoid having too much sand on my feet before sliding on my sneakers. I got to my bike without difficulty threw down my goggles and cap and started pulling my wetsuit off my legs, almost falling over and knocking into the girl next to me. I got my sneakers on, sunglasses, and helmet, then took a swig of my Gatorade, and set out running to the mount area with my bike.
     I mounted and set off. The course was 3 flat loops on a 3-lane road. When I started I realized I was going to have to go around a really sharp corner multiple times on the near and, but was relieved that the far end corner wasn’t as bad. I definitely put on the brakes for the corners, trying to speed up as much as possible once “safely” around. It felt like I was riding really slow, but I had nothing to gauge it by. I started to get thirsty, and could taste the salt water (yes, I drank a mouthful), but I have yet to master drinking while riding, so the Gatorade sat in the water bottle cage untouched for the moment. There were a few really fast guys on tri bikes passing me, but otherwise I was passing people, which felt good even though I had no idea what wave they were in or loop they were on. I kept looking for Charles. He was coming by himself to watch me, but I didn’t see him and thought he couldn’t get through due to the closed round. I tried to hold back any disappointment, as I really wanted him there and continued to ride. On the last loop, I said to myself, “you are riding so slow, now is time to really push”, so I pedaled as hard as I could trying to save some for the run. A bit before the 12 mile bike finish, I put it in an easier gear to spin out my legs. I slowed down as I turned into the dismount area, lucky I didn’t block anyone with my granny turning ways. Dismounted quickly onto jelly legs and started running.
     I told myself this would be the quickest transition. I ran to my transition spot accidentally overshooting it and approaching from the rear, but that actually made replacing my bike easier. I took of my helmet and grabbed my race belt. And of course, wasting precious time, took a few swigs of Gatorade. Then I set off for the final portion of my tri, my favorite sport of running. It was only a 5k, so this would be a breeze, but I had never done it on such heavy legs. My previous PR was a 19:53, so I figured I would run over 20 minutes. It definitely felt like I was running slow, but surprisingly, my legs didn’t feel as bad as when I had done my couple of brick workouts. There were mile markers on the ground, but no clocks, so I just ran and passed people. If I was running slowly, everyone else was running much slower. I really wanted to walk at one point, but again refused. The only reprise I gave my legs was slowing down to climb a few stairs in the middle of the course. I hit the turn-around and tried to maintain my pace, telling myself I would have to pick it up once I hit the boardwalk. From the boardwalk, I saw a tent and knew the finish line was close. I started to increase my speed. Once the finish line was in full view, I began to sprint. I saw Roly cheering, which made me push harder. My sprint ended up being much longer than I expected, but I willed myself to continue. The cheers from the crowd helped as I whizzed by. They all seemed astonished to see someone running so fast. From the few multisport races I have attended, no one really picks it up at the end, but being a runner by nature, I did. I crossed the finish and thought for sure I was going to puke, but Beth and Chris found me and gave me some water. Then Charles sauntered over. I was so surprised and happy to see him. He saw me sprint by, but I didn’t hear or see him…I was in the zone.
     I had glanced at the clock as I finished, and I knew I had to add 20 minutes for my later wave start, but I couldn’t believe I had done anything close to a 1:05 so I waited for the official results. Sure enough, I completed my first tri in 1:05:32 with a swim of 7:16, bike of 34:32, and run of 19:41. My total transition time was 4:07, with a T1 of 2:39 and T2 of 1:28. I was the 1st first timer to finish and 5th female overall (I would have won my age group had I opted to sign up for that category). I also had the fastest run split of all the women, which happened to be a 5k PR. I am astonished at how well I did! I far exceeded my expectations! And won myself a bobble head! And I wasn't the only one....Roly placed 2nd in his age group and Ilyas also got 1st place first timer...we had a clean sweep :)